Ты знаешь, как разбивается сердце? Сначала в него втыкаются острые иголки. Везде-везде. Маленькие такие, но очень острые. Потом, от этих иголок начинают ползти трещены. А потом… В какой-то совсем не прекрасный момент в ушах загудит. Глаза сами собой сильно-сильно зажмурятся. Во рту пересохнет. Ноги подогнутся от бессилия. И внутри что-то сожментся, сдавит до скрипа зубами…
Category: dating and relationships
Unrequited Love Elixir
Dear Diary, Let the witch in me speak this part. We all need this Elixir at some point in our lives We all have suffered the ailment, the curse, the illness, the disease, the evil, the gift, the miracle of UNREQUITED LOVE. Why do I say all of us? Just Google it. You will find millions and…
Без-советно. Часть Первая
Один из моих друзей на Фейсбук повесил сегодня с утра пораньше такой пост Не ждите неприятностей. Японцы говорят: “Не учи судьбу плохому”… И я в очередной раз убедилась, что случайности – они совсем не случайности. Только на днях я думала, размышляла, складывала идею своего нового проекта: анти-советы Да, да, именно, анти-советы. Или советы о том,…
Short Thoughts: Volume 2 – Pretty Faces
Today we had a staff meeting. I sat there looking around the room, as one does. A thought hit me, literally. When do we stop being fascinated by pretty faces? When do pretty faces stop being important to us? When does the time come for us to move on beyond or even away from pretty…
Short Thoughts. Volume 1: Wife Question
I was on the train today, going through my Facebook newsfeed, reading articles and comments from my friends. One article caught my attention and I even commented on it… It does not matter what the topic was. What matter is, this article made me think… If I ever get married, I will be A BAD…
Я сниму штаны, когда ты свои подтянешь
As the good book says…Как пишут в правильных эзотерических книгах. Как вещают всевозможные философы и гуру (от Свияша до Блекта). “Женщине пристало ходить в юбке…” и дальше в том же духе. Женское настоящее в ее женственности. Женская сексуальность в свободном потоке ткани и волос… Возможно. А теперь встаньте и оглянитесь. Вы мужчин видели? Вы видели…
Eat, Pray, Love…wrong…
The news on the “Eat, Pray, Love” scene is Elizabeth Gilbert’s revelation about her divorcing her husband (we all fell in love with thanks to the book and Javier Bardem’s role in the movie) and her love for her best friend (woman) “For those of you who are doing the math here, and who are wondering if…
Trust is so overrated
What is Trust? What does it mean? What does it mean for you? What does it mean right here right now? At any given moment in your life? Trust as a whole? Trust in relation to a particular person? Is Trust a universal concept? If so, it has to be one and only and the…
Princessly Poor Choices. Part 3
This is the third and final installment in my Princessly Poor Choices Series (Part 1 and Part 2 are here ) There are are much more Princesses around and way much more ‘poor’ choices they’ve made. Well, it is all nice and good in retrospective, isn’t it. Rapunzel A girl with magic gold hair falls…
First crushes are many
Do you know Pushkin? A famous Russian poet? Well, one of his friends (female) said something like this about him: poet absolutely has to be in love all the time. Otherwise, how can he be a poet… I am not a poet (not just a poet) but I am Gemini))). Yeah, I blame everything on star…
Princessly Poor Choices. Part 2
In Princessly Poor Choices Part 1 I tried to share my take on famous Disney Princesses and their love and life choices. Now, at 42 and being as jaded as I am, I see those beautiful girls in amazingly sparkling dresses and tiaras from a very different angle. Here is my take on more Princesses Ariel…
Status ‘single’
Reading through my facebook profile I noticed a funny thing: there is a tiny heart and word ‘single’ next to it. Heart. Single. I understand what it means, I am not that daft. However, what I am getting at is the fact that it is either my heart is single or I only have one heart…
